08/11/2024
Ako nalang mag message sa sarili ko para romantic until someone does! 😅✌️ Hindi kayo marunong.
So many people have said that you could just do anything you want when you’re a grown-up. That is true. But this made me reflect on the things I could no longer do.
I could not cry a tear when hurt. I just have to tend my wounds and believe that they will eventually heal. I could no longer be confused when deciding, knowing that I could no longer turn back time and correct my mistakes. I could not be too impulsive when choosing because I have no luxury of time to
spend on my regrets. I could no longer play for entertainment because there would be so much to miss. I could not stay longer under the sun nor soak in the ocean water for too long because sunburn worries me when I used not to care.
I just enjoy seeing the things I used to do and have with the pupils I have. I just reminisce about the memories of my childhood, the vernal days of innocence and simplicity.
Being in your 20s isn't too young or too old, a quarter-life crisis would hold you back in many things and will drive you crazy in many ways: joy, heart breaks, disappointments, anger, empathy, guilt and many more, but soon you’ll realize that ‘slowly and patiently’ is the only way. God and instances will humble you in your desires and ambitions, reminding you that you must not make haste for everything will be in place at its perfect time.
At 26, I manifest experience that I will look back to when more gray hair grows. Now, I am starting to make peace with my dreams and reality. It is not so easy especially when you know what you deserve but you have to trust in the power that you continuously doubt and question. This made me realize that even my relationship with myself is imperfect yet at times I get surprised by myself, I do and did things that was out of my way. To more discovery, recovery, and chismis in life, cheers! Continue being the ‘unconventional’ and unique you, creeps!