01/01/2026
This was my first public performance in my life and oh boy was my knee's shaking. Many people may think I'm an extrovert, but I'm actually a closet introvert. I occasionally experience, social anxiety, and one of the untold horrors of being an adult learner is that you perform alongside children half your age with double your skill. Looking back on this now, my confidence In God only grows because I still don't know how I made it through this performance. I remember my entire body locking up sitting on that bench before I started. I Remember taking a deep breath and saying a small prayer, then all of a sudden it was over. I truly believe the Lord took the wheel lol. Still to this day, I struggle to continue to give God full control over my life and all that I do but in this situation, I was all too happy to leave it all up to him. This is my testimony on how we shouldn't just give God control in scary and hopeless situations, but in all of our situation. (Romans 8:28)