19/08/2026
I wanna keep it real👇🏻
Last weeks have been a lot
Lot of reflections
Lot of growth
Lot of doubts as well
I’m in a phase of my life where I’m with my feet well planted in my business
But at the same time I’m also doubting myself
The path isn’t always as clear as I wish it’d be
I’m still thorn between mind and soul
My mind telling me the “shoulds” of life
But my souls whispering me a deeper meaning, that I can’t yet fully grasp
I’m not gonna lie - sometimes this dichotomy is really heavy on me
Especially when I find myself stuck in the same mental patterns, whilst being aware of that, and yet not fully “understanding” how to get out of them
And maybe that’s the problem - I’m trying to understand something that cannot be understood, but only felt into
Since my relationship with my partner has started, my spiritual growth has been fostered big time, and I’d be lying if I’d say I had an easy time with it
I repetitively find myself stuck in my mind, trying to workout plans, because “that’s the way I was taught”
But another side of me is calling for rest, peace, and allowance
I honestly don’t know as of right now what is my truth
Maybe a little bit of both
Maybe none of them
Maybe it’s something else
But hey, I’m still here
Still determined in creating a life out of the norm
A life that is magical, grand and full of light
I’m for sure not wanting to settle for a life spent working a 9-5, and even if I’d have to pick up a job again, I know that it will only be momentarily
So yeah, here’s how things are right now
Just wanted to put it out there, to show that the journey isn’t always bright
And moments of darkness are definitely part of it
Cheers 🤍
