07/11/2022
Irrespective of where you're coming from, there's an assignment just for you.
I came into this life pretty hard.
I was considered a “mistake.”
I wasn’t planned.
I was given up for adoption at birth.
In a orphanage for 6 months.
Was barely fed for those 6 months or even touched.
I was adopted at 6 months but the damage was already done.
The trauma of the first 6 months of my life planted so many negative seeds into my heart.
Abandonment, rejection, the refusal to trust people, fear and so many other things framed my thinking at 6 months.
If you grew up like I did with any kind of trauma, it’s easy to feel like you’re a victim.
“I didn’t deserve this!”
“Why did this happen to me!??
“It’s not FAIR!!!”
“WHY ME?!?”
If you go down that rabbit hole of a victim mentality, you will live there, unable to break free from it.
Your past has done enough to you, don’t let it hold you back anymore. Yeah, it sucked and you didn’t deserve that but you’re still here.
You may have been a mistake but God actually planned and called you here for such a time as this. Everyday of your life was already written. So, grieve those tough years.
Grieve the abandonment. Grieve the pain. Accept it. Heal and move forward. Until you heal, you will live in the past for the rest of your life.
Find a therapist. Dig into your past. Heal. Then, you can pour out and help someone else.
You still have PURPOSE here. 👊🏼👊🏼👊🏼