02/09/2015
Continuation of "HELL, LUST & P**N" by Mike Peralta
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Pastors and Church members committing adultery
My heart aches whenever ministers make headline news and their dirty
secrets are exposed on TV. I would either turn the TV off or shred the
newspaper in fear of my family getting wind of it. As a minister, I am very
ashamed and embarrassed. I am bewildered, I do not know what I should
do. I feel as though it is me being exposed since I am also a minister. I
have no desire to discuss or expose the dirty hidden secrets of the other
fallen ministers. However, the Lord had pressed me to record the details in
this book.
Jesus commanded that we never commit the sin of adultery. Among the
countless of people going to Hell, many of them are adulterers. The Lord
had reminded us, "Didn't your church members witness the adulterers
tormenting in Hell? Adultery is a sin that is very difficult to repent." The
Lord hates His people committing spiritual adultery but He also despises
people committing physical adultery even more.
Many ministers and church members are deluded in thinking that if they
just confess their sins using the name of Jesus, they are absolutely
forgiven. As a result, they continue to commit the same sin, repent again
and think they are covered by grace. They trample on grace and do not
hesitate to commit the same adulterous sin over and over. The Lord
resented their delusion. Revelation 2:21-23. Before a person comes to
Jesus, they do evil out of ignorance. Jesus is very angry that people have
accepted Him as their Lord, but continue to sin repeatedly without
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hesitation. The Lord shouted angrily, "It will be very difficult to forgive
ministers who commit adultery in secret. If they do not repent sincerely,
they will end up in Hell!"
I compassionately pleaded, "Lord! They are human beings, they are flesh,
therefore, they could still fall and make mistakes, right? If a person dies, he
or she will not have the opportunity to repent. But while they are alive,
won't they be forgiven if they repent? There are many verses in the bible
that states that You will forgive, if one repents." The Lord replied, "the
ministers know the scriptures very well, and yet if they commit adultery,
they will be harshly judged. It will be difficult for them to be forgiven!" The
Lord austerely reproved me.
I persistently pleaded to the Lord for mercy and refused to back down. I
pleaded like Abraham did. "Lord! Although you are right, if you send them
to Hell for their past sins without forgiveness, it would seem unfair. Among
that group, there are probably some who have lead many souls to You.
There are probably some ministers who are leading their church in a
pleasing way. Are not some like this in the group of adulterers?" The Lord
fearfully rebuked me, "As a Pastor, do you not know your scripture?" Jesus
helped me remember Philippians 2:12, "continue to work out your salvation
with fear and trembling."
Although the Lord had rebuked me, I continued to debate and argue with
Him. "My beloved Lord! But those ministers have sacrificed their whole life
for you. They have spent their time on earth to serve You. Don't You think
You should give them opportunities to repent? If I claim that Pastors go to
Hell, who would believe me?"
There was a moment of silence and pause. The Lord then quietly and with
dignity spoke. "God the Father agrees with Me. If the ministers who have
committed adultery sincerely repent with fear, they shall be forgiven. But if
they turn back to their wicked ways and commit the same sin after
repentance, they will be mocking God! It will not matter whether they have
lead small or mega ministries or have lead great or weak ministries, they
will have committed the sin in which God hates the most. You will have to
bear that in mind."
Then, in a vision, the Lord showed me a specific pastor who fell in love
with a young sister in his church. They often met to have s*xual relations.
Eventually, their affair was exposed to the Pastor's wife. She was in such
shock that her stress level was greatly elevated and even dangerous. The
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wife attempted to persuade the Pastor to repent, but he would not listen.
The wife could no longer endure the pain and shock, so she became very
depressed. Then, she committed su***de, a choice unbelievers make. Now
she's in Hell and in great torment.
The Lord said, "Whenever I see that daughter, my heart is torn apart. How
can I not send that Pastor to Hell? That Pastor is still in ministry. His
repentance was not genuine. Even today, he is living a life of delusion and
self deceived. His way of thinking is corrupt. No one can ever deceive me.
No one can ever cover up the truth with lies!"
Blotting out names from the Book of Life
There once was a deaconess in our church. When she was living faithfully,
she received many gifts from the Holy Spirit. However, the gifts were all
taken back. Soon afterward, she began drinking and smoking frequently.
Moreover, she would talk to a man over the telephone daily, and meet him
in secret. I persistently attempted to persuade her from dating that man. I
even yelled at her but she continued to see the man. God is patient with
people. However, if people do not repent, they will be subject to His wrath.
God showed me in a vision that He had erased her name from the book of
life. When we found out, we all shook in fear.
When God gives us a chance, we must take it, no matter what. Jesus said,
"That particular saint mocked God, and troubled the Holy Spirit. Therefore,
if she does not mourn and sincerely repent, she will not be entering
Heaven. If the judgment of the congregation members is hard, then how
much more will I judge the Pastors who are committing adultery? The
ministers must repent to the point of death. Currently, the ministers of
today are mocking God, they say, 'these are the days of grace, and the
gospel sets us free, just repent and one will be forgiven unconditionally!'
These are the days one needs to be in fear more than the days of the old
testament." The Lord warned us that the day is coming when we will all
have to give account for our deeds.
As I write on this chapter, I am experiencing many hours of dismay and
dissension. Jesus said, "Do we then nullify the law by this faith. Not at all!
Rather we uphold the law." Romans 3:31. In fact, we are living our daily life
within the Lord's amazing grace. However, living in His grace does not
mean our sins just disappear. We are abusing God's grace if we do not
repent. A daily repentant life is the fastest and shortest route to God's
mercy and compassion.
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- End of Pastor Kim's Testimony -
Notice in this testimony that the deaconess, at one time was a good
obedient Christian. But when she backslid into sin, she caused her name
to be erased from the book of life. This really should scare the Hell out of
us. In Revelation 3:3-5, Jesus mentions that if one is not victorious over
sin, then their names will be blotted out of the book of life.
In the bible, Jesus says: "So remember what you have received and heard;
and keep it, and repent. Therefore if you do not wake up, I will come like a
thief, and you will not know at what hour I will come to you. But you have a
few people in Sardis who have not soiled their garments; and they will walk
with Me in white, for they are worthy. He who overcomes will thus be
clothed in white garments; and I will not erase his name from the book of
life, and I will confess his name before My Father and before His angels."
Because of its serious implications, let us keep looking at Revelation 3:5.
For “he who overcomes - I will not erase his name from the book of life.”
This is a solemn and tremendous claim. The very same finger of Christ that
writes, is the very same finger that can erase, a name from the Book of
Life. It is wise to take special note of the plain and solemn implication that
your name will be struck out of that Book - if you deliberately keep on
sinning and keep soiling your garments. The words of Jesus in Revelation
3:5, as well as Hebrews 10:26-31, and 2 Peter 2:20-21, and many others,
are much too plain to be neglected or misunderstood. It is possible that
your name can be struck off the rolls. Do not let unbelief or the distractions
of this world blind you or deceive you from that fact. Take it into account in
your daily life. It is possible for a man to "cast away his confidence",
Hebrews 10:35. It is possible for him to make a shipwreck of his faith, 1
Timothy 1:19. And, if your name is not in the Lamb's Book of Life, then at
the moment of your death you will be cast into eternal Hell.
Notice also how Jesus states that His grace cannot be trampled on, and
that repeated sinning is mocking God and that true repentance must
involve repenting to the point of death. In other words, God's grace is not a
license to sin. In Jude 1:4 God's Word states: "For certain individuals
whose condemnation was written about long ago have secretly slipped in
among you. They are ungodly people, who pervert the grace of our God
into a license for immorality and deny Jesus Christ our only Sovereign and
Lord."
If we repeatedly sin over and over and only repent on the surface, even
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when we confess our sins, and ask for forgiveness, but then go back to
sinning over and over again. Then our repentance is not genuine. And we
are essentially treating God's grace as a license to sin. As seen in Pastor
Kim's testimony, in these cases, Jesus is saying that this is mocking God.
And as it says in Galatians 6:7, "Do not be deceived: God cannot be
mocked. A man reaps what he sows." And in the case of lust, po*******hy,
adultery, having s*x outside of marriage, and in all forms of s*xual
immorality, what you reap is eternal torment in Hell itself.
As Jesus says, we must repent to the point of death and not repeat the sin.
This is genuine repentance. Then and then only will God forgive you.
Forgiveness happens only when we truly forsake the sin and do not repeat
it. As Proverbs 28:13 states, "But whoever confesses and forsakes his sins
will have mercy." To truly repent means to truly forsake the sin. Ask God to
help you overcome. He is eager to help you. Do whatever it takes to
overcome and stop sinning. If you don't you will forever wish you had after
you are in torment in Hell forever. It really is that serious!
In still another scripture, Hebrews 10:26-31, God warns us: If we
deliberately keep on sinning after we have received the knowledge of the
truth, no sacrifice for sins is left, but only a fearful expectation of judgment
and of raging fire that will consume the enemies of God. Anyone who
rejected the law of Moses died without mercy on the testimony of two or
three witnesses. How much more severely do you think someone deserves
to be punished who has trampled the Son of God underfoot, who has
treated as an unholy thing the blood of the covenant that sanctified them,
and who has insulted the Spirit of grace? For we know Him who said, "It is
mine to avenge; I will repay," and again, "The Lord will judge His people." It
is a dreadful thing to fall into the hands of the living God.
It is revealing to note that the warning in Hebrews 10:26-31 was addressed
to believers. Notice the phrase "the blood of the covenant that sanctified
them", showing that the people who are deliberately sinning are those who
in the past gave their life to Jesus but now are behaving unfaithfully and
wickedly. It is very obvious that the warnings of Revelation 3:5 and
Hebrews 10:26 and others are warnings to Christians who are back into a
lifestyle of sinning. And the promised judgment for those who do not repent
is eternal Hell itself. Since the promised judgment in Hebrews 10:26 is, “a
fearful expectation of judgment and raging fire that will consume the
enemies of God.”
God is deadly serious about His warnings to us about s*xual immorality. In
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another testimony, Doctor Roger Mills describes how Jesus took him to
Hell and showed him many things in Hell and several people who are now
in Hell's torment, even ministers who came to Christ in the past but lived a
life of s*xual immorality and other sins.
- Beginning of Testimony by Doctor Roger Mills -
Excerpt from the book: "While out of My Body I Saw God, Hell and the
Living Dead" by Doctor Roger Mills.
The Lord God Jesus continued to say, "The souls that you see here this
hour are being tormented in the Outer Darkness of Hell. They have been
here for a long time. Many years. They are ministers from around the
world. They had plenty of time to repent of their hypocritical, unrepentant,
sinful, and evil ways, but they did not. I had given them much space to
repent, but they only ignored my loving grace. They were warned. They
knew what would happen to them if they continued to blaspheme by Holy
Word, and live hypocritical."
I looked to the right of me, and I saw a huge shadow racing across the
ground. As the shadow came closer to where the Lord God Jesus and I
were standing, I got a closer look at it and I realized that I was not looking
at a shadow. It was thousands of tiny black spiders. I watched in horror as
the spiders raced across the ground in masses, crawling up on the bars to
the very top of the jail cells, where the bishops were. I noticed they had
teeth and red eyes. I had never seen a spider with teeth before. I watched
as they entered the jail cells, and began to crawl all over the bishops,
attacking them and biting them all over their bodies with their teeth. There
were masses of them; so many that they covered all the cells. You could
not see the cells or the poor souls that were in them because thousands of
those black spiders covered them like an enormous black blanket. Oh what
screams and cries came from within the cells, from the apostles, prophets,
teachers, evangelists, pastors, and bishops, who were the disobedient
children of God! Then the Lord God Jesus said to me, "These are the
cursed ones, the disobedient children that I called into My kingdom, but
this hour they are here in this place of outer darkness, tormented and
suffering for their disobedience."
Then the Lord God Jesus said, "Look, listen and learn. Those spiders you
see are demonic spirits who were assigned by the Prince of Hell to go to
Earth and seduce ministers of God. These demonic spiders have the
power to cause men and women to be s*xually seduced. They are s*xual
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seducing spirits, better known as unclean spirits. They are part of the
blame for those preachers that you see in those prison cells to be here this
very hour. These preachers became involved in all sorts of fornication:
adultery, homos*xuality, ma********on, po*******hy, lust, the ways of
S***m and Gomorrah, s*xually taking the advantage of little children and
be******ty. Had they repented, gaining control over their s*xual appetite,
they would not have been here. Only if they had not given heed to those
seducing demonic unclean spirits that appear to be spiders. All demon
spirits do not look like this. There are different shapes and forms of many
sizes."
- End of Testimony by Doctor Roger Mills -
It is very obvious from God's word and these testimonies that God really
means what he says in Revelation 21:8 which states that:
The s*xually immoral, that is, "WHOREMONGERS SHALL HAVE THEIR
PART IN THE LAKE WHICH BURNETH WITH FIRE AND BRIMSTONE."
The Eternal Danger of Lust
What is God's view of how important your s*xual life is?
1 Thessalonians 4:6 says, "that no man transgress and wrong his brother
in this matter, because the Lord is an avenger in all these things, as we
solemnly forewarned you." And in Revelations 22:15 God plainly tells us
that: “Outside [of Heaven] are the dogs, those who practice magic arts, the
s*xually immoral, the murderers, the idolaters and everyone who loves
and practices falsehood.”
This means that the consequences of lust and all forms of s*xual
immorality including po*******hy, adultery, s*x outside of marriage, are
going to be worse than the consequences of mere bodily death. Jesus
said, "Do not fear those who kill the body and after that have no more that
they can do. But I will warn you whom to fear. Fear him who after he has
killed has power to cast into Hell". Luke 12:4-5. In other words God's
vengeance is much more fearful than earthly annihilation. And according to
1 Thessalonians 4:6, God's vengeance is coming upon those who
disregard the warning against lust.
As previously mentioned, in Matthew 5:28-29 Jesus says, "Every one who
looks at a woman lustfully has already committed adultery with her in his
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heart. If your right eye causes you to sin, pluck it out and throw it away; it is
better that you lose one of your members than that your whole body be
thrown into Hell." Take careful notice here that Jesus said Heaven and Hell
are at stake in what you do with your eyes and with the thoughts of your
imagination. Lust will cause, “your whole body to be thrown into Hell.”
Again here Jesus says that if you don't fight this sin of lust -- which is
adultery of the heart -- with the kind of seriousness that is willing to gouge
out your own eye, you will go to Hell and suffer there forever.
There are many professing Christians who have a view of salvation that
disconnects it from real life, and that nullifies the warnings of the Bible and
puts the sinning person who claims to be a Christian beyond the reach of
biblical warnings. And this doctrine is comforting millions on the way to
Hell.
Simply stated, Jesus said, if you don't fight lust, you won't go to Heaven.
The stakes are much higher than mere physical death.
Justifying Faith Is Sin-Fighting Faith
Are we not, then, saved by faith, by believing in Jesus Christ? We are
indeed! Those who persevere in faith shall be saved. How do you lay hold
on eternal life? Paul gives the answer in 1 Timothy 6:12, "Fight the good
fight of faith: lay hold on eternal life."
Recall also the essential role of faithful obedience as Jesus emphasizes in
Matthew 7:21-23, “Not everyone who says to me, ‘Lord, Lord,’ will enter the
kingdom of Heaven, but only the one who does the will of my Father who is
in Heaven. Many will say to me on that day, ‘Lord, Lord, did we not
prophesy in your name and in your name drive out demons and in your
name perform many miracles?’ Then I will tell them plainly, ‘I never knew
you. Away from me, you evildoers!’ ” Real faith is always accompanied
with real obedience. You cannot have one without the other.
The Apostasy That Must Be Destroyed
The great apostasy that I am trying to destroy in this message is the
deception that says, “faith gets you to Heaven and holiness only gets you
rewards.” This is the great deception of our day. In Hebrews 12:14 God
says, "Without holiness no man shall see the Lord". So according to the
bible -- which is God's Word -- not only faith but also holiness, which
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reveals true faith, are needed to see the Lord and make it to Heaven.
Again in Matthew 7:21 Jesus says, "Not everyone who says to me, 'Lord,
Lord,' will enter the kingdom of Heaven, but only the one who does the will
of my Father who is in Heaven." Jesus is so clear in his warning about
disobedience. If you choose to accept man's word over God's word then
you will reap disastrous and eternal consequences. Only God's word can
be depended on to be absolutely true.
The battle for obedience is not optional. The battle for obedience is
absolutely necessary for salvation because, obedience itself IS the fight of
faith. The battle against lust is absolutely necessary for salvation because
it is the battle against unbelief. Faith delivers from Hell and that same faith,
if genuine, also delivers from lust and from s*xual immorality and from
Hell. This means if you are in lust or s*xual immorality then you are not in
faith, and if you are not in faith then you are destined for Hell, unless you
repent.
True faith will lead you into holiness and the reward of seeing the Lord in
Heaven. But if you persist in lust or s*xual immorality in any form and
therefore lack holiness, you will not make it to Heaven and you will not see
the Lord.
Again, as God says in Hebrews 12:14, "WITHOUT HOLINESS NO MAN
SHALL SEE THE LORD".
- Hell Testimony from Dr. Roger Mills -
Excerpt from the book: “While Out Of My Body I Saw God Hell And The
Living Dead” by Dr. Roger Mills
In this testimony Jesus gives Dr. Roger Mills a tour of Hell and shows him
many people in torment there. In this testimony Jesus is explaining what
will happen to sinful Christians who do not repent. Specifically Jesus
reveals what happens even to “believers” that commit adultery in their
heart.
- Beginning of Testimony by Dr. Roger Mills -
“But she that liveth in pleasure is dead while she liveth.” 1 Timothy 5:6.
The Lord God-Jesus continued to say to me, “I am going to introduce you
to some people, and I will let you see them as though they were already
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living in their future. What I am telling you is this: I will allow you to see and
talk to certain people in this very room, all of whom are dead, yet are very
much alive on Earth!”
There were many people in this room, and some of them I recognized as
preachers! I was shocked to see one preacher in particular that I knew. He
was my friend when he was alive on Earth! He did not see me, but I saw
him. There were many other people I saw that I knew could not possibly be
dead, yet I saw them in the Room of the Future Dead, in Hell. I saw people
who I thought would never be there and the ones that I thought would go to
Hell, I did not see.
Immediately, I could see through the wall. It appeared as if I were watching
a television screen. I saw a jail cell, with rusty black iron bars. The bars ran
up from the dirt ceiling and down to the dirt floor. It was a very small cell,
and inside, lying on the dirt floor was my brother Randy. I remember him
distinctly. I said to the Lord God-Jesus, “I know who that is! That is my
oldest brother, Randy!” Then the Lord God-Jesus said to me. “I have
brought you here to Hell this hour so that you can see his future. So that
you can go back to the Earth and tell him to change and repent from his
lukewarm and sinful-Christian lifestyle. If he doesn’t repent, he will be here
in Hell. Tell him that I know about the many unconfessed and unrepented
acts of sin he has committed, and the hurt and pain he has caused his
family. I know of his arrogance, I know of his pride and I also know about
the pain and hurt that is in his heart.”
Immediately I saw two more jail cells that contained my brothers, Michael
and Bernard. Jesus gave me the same message for both of them. I asked
the Lord God-Jesus, “Where is my brother Tony?” The Lord God-Jesus
answered and said, “The demonic spirit named the Prince of Hell assigned
demonic creatures to take him as well as your other brothers to their
assigned jail cells, where they shall receive their temporary punishments of
torment for their unconfessed and unrepented sins. Then on the Final Day
of Judgment, I will command that the Prince of Hell release them from their
jail cells, and they will be judged for their lukewarm and backslidden-
Christian lifestyle. Then they shall be cast into the Lake of Fire, which is
the Second Death.”
After hearing the Lord God-Jesus say this, I cried bitterly. Then He said,
“There is nothing that I can do about it that I haven’t already done, but
there is something that you can do about it! Go back to the Earth and warn
your brothers before it is too late! If they repent, I will have mercy upon
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them, forgive them and cleanse them from all unrighteousness, but if they
don’t, great will be their punishment in the Outer Darkness of Hell.”
Then the Lord God-Jesus said to me, “Come!” We continued to walk
through the Room of the Future Dead. He said,” I brought you into this
room because I knew that you would appreciate it.” The Lord God-Jesus
told me to turn around and look. There, sitting approximately five feet
before me was a black wooden chair. Sitting on the chair was a image of a
person with their back turned toward me. I stared at the image and I knew
instantly who it was. I walked over to the chair and looked into the face of
that person. Recognizing that it was my best friend, Richard, I yelled at the
top of my voice in complete horror, “Richard, what are you doing in this
terrible place?!” His response was silence. I put my hand on his shoulders
and said, “Talk to me, Richard! What’s wrong?” He gave no response,
except for his cold, transfixed stare at nothing. I continued to ask him over
and over again, “What’s wrong? Talk to me!” Still, I received no response
but silence. Just then, an eerie feeling came over me. It was as though I
could feel his emotions, and those I perceived were that of rage and hate. I
noticed that now, when I looked into his face, his countenance changed.
In thought I said, “This doesn’t look like the Richard I know.” He did not
seem to be the same person that I knew back on the Earth. At one time,
joy and peace radiated from his face. Now hate, bitterness and meanness
dominated his facial expression - even his eyes. I became frightened.
Just then, the Lord God-Jesus said to me, “Look, listen and learn. I have
brought you here to this Room of Outer Darkness in Hell to see your friend
Richard as he really is.” The Lord God-Jesus knew that I was confused at
what I had just heard him say about Richard because the Richard that I
had always known was loving, sensitive and compassionate. The person
sitting in that chair was not him.
The Lord God-Jesus continued to say, “As I have told you before, I am the
Alpha and the Omega; the beginning and the end and the first and the last.
I can show anyone his or her past and future. I allowed you to see a small
portion of Richard’s future. He has died and come here to Hell. While he
was yet on Earth, he lived another life that you knew nothing about. He
was an adulterer and he lusted in his heart for women; s*xual perversion
polluted his heart. He began to tell lies, and at moments of rage, profanities
would issue from his mouth. I came to him on many occasions by my Spirit
and convicted him of his wrongdoings. He knew that he was doing wrong,
but at certain times he just stopped caring to correct himself.
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Marital problems, along with other problems, began to invade his life. The
more that I tried to love him and warn him, the more stubborn and
rebellious he became, until one day, Satan killed him in a car wreck and
brought him here to Hell. He became angry, mean and bitter about being
here. Immediately, I came to him and he asked me why he was in Hell. He
said to me, “I am a Christian. I am a member of the Church. I have done
long work for you, Lord.” Then I said to him, “You know the reason why you
are here. I have pleaded with you to repent of your sins, especially the
adultery. You stopped for a while, but the lust and adultery in your heart
grew worse later on. You knew and read what it says in my word about
adultery.” Exodus 20:14, “Thou shall not commit adultery.” Matthew 5:27-
28, “Ye have heard that it was said by them of old time, THOU SHALT
NOT COMMIT ADULTERY: But I say unto you, That whosoever looketh on
a woman to lust after her hath committed adultery with her already in his
heart.”
Then the Lord God-Jesus continued to say that Richard had told Him that
he had changed, and pleaded with Him to let him out. The Lord God-Jesus
explained, “I said to him, ‘I was not the cause for you to be here. I never
sent you to Hell and I can’t let you out.’ ” Richard having heard that, walked
away very slowly and with much anger. I began to cry, and I said to the
Lord God-Jesus, “What is going to happen to him?” The Lord God-Jesus
said, “Soon, evil spirits will come for him, and throw him into a cell and
torment him, right up to the time of the great throne judgment.”
“Please let him out! Let him out!” I said. The Lord said to me, “I did not
send him to Hell. He sent himself. Neither is it my decision to let him out.
There is nothing that I can do for him that I have not already done.
However, there is something that you can do. That is why I have brought
you here. I want you to go back to the Earth and tell him everything that I
showed you and allowed you to hear. Tell him that I love him, and I want
him to repent.”
After hearing the Lord God-Jesus say that, I knew that there was a chance
Richard may not die and come to Hell. I felt a little relief, but my heart was
still heavy. I was depressed and frightened as we continued to journey
through the Outer Darkness of Hell. In the Room of the Future Dead, I also
saw many relatives of mine, but in particular I saw my dad. I called out to
him, but there was no response. I tried desperately to find him, but trying to
find him was like looking for a needle in a haystack. He quickly
disappeared amongst the thousands of people that were in that room. I
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knew then that it was just a matter of time – that he would die soon. I had a
chance to go back to the earth and reach him before it was too late.
- End of Hell Testimony from Dr. Roger Mills -
To be continued...