Equinox Wilderness Adventure

Long before the word Miami ever stained a map, that land breathed under the feet of the Tequesta, the first people of the coastline, the tide-readers, the canoe-fast hunters who knew Biscayne Bay like a mother knows the heartbeat of her child. Their villages rose at the mouth of the Miami River, scattered along the shore and into the Keys, their days set by moon, tide, mangrove, and the steady rhythm of the sea. They lived from the water, not from fields, feeding themselves with shark, mullet, turtle, manatee, shellfish, and the fruiting trees of the hammocks. Their world was carved from shell and bone, held up by palm-thatch roofs and ancient burial mounds that still whisper under the concrete towers.

Around them moved the Calusa, the great shell-empire of the southwest coast. These warriors and water-engineers controlled the southern peninsula through strength, diplomacy, warfare, canals, and artificial islands. Their influence flowed into Tequesta territory through trade, marriage, conflict, and old alliances that predated the arrival of any European ship. The land was not simple. It was layered, alive, and already shaped by nations long before colonizers appeared.

Then the storm arrived.

Disease swept in first, killing without mercy. Smallpox, measles, influenza—illnesses carried by Europeans—tore through the Tequesta and Calusa, entire villages collapsing in days. Spanish missions followed, forcing conversion, demanding food, labor, and obedience. Missionaries and soldiers pushed into Tequesta communities, disrupting ceremony and kinship, burning what resisted them. English-backed slave raiders came next, dragging Indigenous families out of Florida to be sold in Charleston markets. Children were taken. Warriors were taken. Mothers were taken. The social fabric of both nations began to tear.

By the early 1700s, Tequesta survivors fled to the Keys or were forced onto Spanish ships bound for Havana. The Calusa empire fractured under the combined weight of sickness, raids, and war. Yet neither people vanished; they scattered into new families, new villages, new identities that the colonial record did not bother to preserve.

WE ARE NÊHIYAWAK — THE PEOPLE WHO STOOD ON THESE CLIFFS LONG BEFORE ANYONE CALLED US “CREE.”

Before the French scribbled anything on a map, before the Hudson’s Bay Company stamped its name on our lands, our people already had a word for who we were — Nêhiyawak, the balanced ones, the four-bodied people, the exact speakers who walked with all parts of themselves aligned. That name carries teachings older than kingdoms, older than borders, older than the colonial languages that tried to rename us.

The word “Cree” wasn’t ours. It was born in the mid-1600s, when French Jesuits paddling around James Bay met a small group whose name sounded like Kiristinôn or Cristinaux. They cut it down to “Kri.” The English copied it and wrote “Cree.” By 1670, the year the Hudson’s Bay Company formed, the label was already appearing in their journals. By 1710–1730, it was pinned to every map, every trade log, every colonial document. And suddenly, all Nêhiyawak — from the Rockies to the muskeg — were called by a name we didn’t choose.

But the land never forgot our true name.
The wind didn’t switch languages.
The buffalo didn’t change the song of their hooves.
And the cliffs at Head-Smashed-In still remember the ones who used to stand upon them.

I imagine them there now — a Nêhiyawak warrior and a Nêhiyaw iskwew warrior, side by side, overlooking the ancient buffalo jump as the sun bleeds gold across the plains. Their hair braided tight. Their voices steady. Their shadows long across the stone. They’re not looking down with dominance; they’re looking out with responsibility. With memory. With the weight and pride of a people who survived everything the world threw at them and still kept their name intact.

That cliff isn’t just a landmark.
It’s a witness.
It saw our ancestors plan, hunt, teach, protect, grieve, and rise again.
It watched entire herds thunder toward the jump, watched generations feed themselves with skill, respect, and ceremony.
It watched the old world breathe before the new one arrived.

And somewhere in that wind, if you listen close, you’ll still hear it:

Nêhiyawak.

Not a borrowed name.
Not a mispronunciation.
Not a colonial shortcut.
Our name.
Our identity.

I Live in Constant Pain — and I’m Still Standing

I’m 53 years old, born December 2, 1971, and I live in a body that’s been broken more times than most people will ever understand. Not metaphorical breaks — real bone, real impact, real damage that never healed right.
Here’s the truth of my body: my ribs have snapped, my wrist shattered, my ankle twisted and broken, my toes cracked, my elbow splintered. Both of my eye sockets have been broken. My left collarbone has broken twenty-nine times, my right once. Both of my shoulder blades have been fractured. My vertebrae bear their own scars. I live with deep tissue trauma, nerve pain that never sleeps, old injuries that light up like fire in the cold, and damage that doesn’t show on X-rays but lives in muscle memory.
I walk through every day carrying all of that.
That’s constant pain. Not a flare-up — a lifestyle.
And even with all of that, I’m not bitter. I’m not broken inside. I’m happy, grounded, and focused. Pain didn’t take my spirit — it just refined my fuse.
What people misread as “grumpy” is what they don’t see inside my skull.
Chronic pain rewires the brain. MRI studies prove it. The amygdala — the threat detector — becomes overactive. The prefrontal cortex — the emotional brake system — gets drained. Dopamine drops. Cortisol rises. Sleep gets wrecked. And when sleep goes, patience follows.
It’s not personality change — it’s biology and survival.
I don’t snap because I’m angry. I snap because my brain is already carrying a load 24/7 just to exist in this body.
And here’s the other truth: I don’t tolerate stupidity or laziness. I don’t babysit avoidable nonsense. I don’t entertain questions people can answer themselves.
Not because I’m cruel — but because my bandwidth is spent on real battles. I use my energy where it matters.
Pain made me efficient. Life made me sharp. Experience made me blunt. Survival forged my standards.
But don’t mistake efficiency for negativity — I’m still grateful, still strong, still laughing, still moving.
And that’s not weakness. That’s discipline. That’s resilience. That’s who I am.

They call me Wild Wâpanacâhk — the man who rides across a nation, coast to coast, for the children, for the warriors fighting cancer, for the million-dollar promise of hope.

Every kilometer is prayer.
Every storm, a lesson.
Every hill, a battlefield I climb with a grin.

I follow the spirit of Miyamoto Musashi — the master who found peace in combat and truth in motion. My wheels hum his rhythm, my heart beats his discipline.

Some sit in silence to find balance.
Me — I find mine flying through the wind, flirting with the rain, teasing the thunder, whispering to the horizon, “You’ll break before I do.”

My meditation?
Two wheels.
A pair of Kali sticks.
And a little spirit named Kon — the white-boned duck that rides with me, guardian of laughter, keeper of the soul.

I train with the calm of Musashi and the fire of a Cree warrior.
Every ride is kata, every breath a strike, every mile a love letter to life itself.

So tell me —
what lovely warrior woman would ride beside me, move with me, breathe with me?
Not to follow.
Not to lead.
Just to flow — two spirits in rhythm, chasing the edge of sunrise.

This is Still Blade — the way of the moving spirit.
A prayer in motion, a fight wrapped in peace, a fire that never goes out.

Every human should do this. Watch and take notes.

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🕊️ WILD WÂPANACÂHK — L’ESPRIT DU MATIN / THE MORNING SPIRIT

Je roule pour les enfants. Je roule pour la vie.

Riding for the children. Riding for life.

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🌅 Bonjour mes amis,
🌅 Good morning, my friends,

Je m’appelle Wild Wâpanacâhk — L’Esprit du Matin.
My name is Wild Wâpanacâhk — The Morning Spirit.

Je traverse le Canada à vélo pour les enfants qui luttent contre le cancer, pour ceux qu’on a perdus, et pour garder l’espoir vivant.
I’m biking across Canada for the children fighting cancer, for those we’ve lost, and for the hope that still lives on.

Je suis parti de Saskatoon, en Saskatchewan, et j’ai déjà parcouru plus de 3 490 km.
I started from Saskatoon, Saskatchewan, and have already ridden over 3,490 km.

J’ai réussi à amasser plus de 400 $ en dons, et tout au long de la route, beaucoup de gens bienveillants — y compris des employés de Tim Hortons — m’ont offert de la nourriture ou de petites cartes-cadeaux.
So far, I’ve raised over $400 in donations, and many kind people — including staff from Tim Hortons across Canada — have offered food or small gift cards along the road.

Chaque geste de gentillesse garde ce voyage vivant.
Every act of kindness keeps this journey alive.

En ce moment, je suis ici — fatigué, affamé, et mon vélo est endommagé : la jante est tordue et la chambre à air crevée.
Right now, I’m here — tired, hungry, and my bike is damaged: the rim is bent and the tire’s flat.

Mes provisions sont terminées depuis lundi, et cela fait maintenant trois jours sans manger.
My supplies ran out on Monday, and it’s now been three days without eating.

Le froid est plus dur à supporter quand l’estomac est vide, mais je continue de rouler pour ceux qui se battent chaque jour pour vivre.
The cold bites harder when your stomach’s empty, but I keep riding for those who fight every day to stay alive.

☕ Je ne demande pas d’argent, seulement un peu de nourriture et de compréhension.
☕ I’m not asking for money, only for food and understanding.

S’il le faut, je suis prêt à ramasser les déchets à l’extérieur en échange d’un bon repas et de quelque chose à emporter.
If needed, I’ll gladly pick up garbage outside in exchange for a warm meal and someth

Wild Wâpanacâhk and Equinox Wilderness Adventure Field Fuel — Oatmeal and Peanut Butter, the Bushman’s Breakfast of Champions

Out here on the road, comfort’s a ghost that don’t visit often. I’ve learned that survival doesn’t always come from grand feasts or fancy protein bars—it comes from what you can stir with a spoon and swallow before the wind steals the heat from your hands. My fuel? Two packets of maple brown sugar instant oatmeal, one proud tablespoon of peanut butter, and just enough hot water to kiss the oats and wake them up. Stir it thick, the way an old trapper might patch a hole in his boot—stubborn, heavy, and built to last.

You don’t sip this meal; you wrestle it. The peanut butter slides in slow, like a sly friend who knows how to stretch a good thing. By the time it melts into the oats, it’s no longer food—it’s medicine, muscle, and memory. There’s something sacred about that first bite, steam curling up like a prayer while the body hums, grateful. It’s the taste of survival mixed with maple—the perfect fuel for a man riding against the dying light.

And here’s the science hiding under the poetry: this mix hits the bloodstream in waves. The maple gives you that first kick—fast sugar to light the fire. Then the oats take over, slow-burning like good wood on a cold night. By the time that fades, the peanut butter steps in, rich with fat and protein, keeping you steady long after the rest of the world starts to fade. It’s a perfect trinity—fast fuel, slow burn, long hold. The kind of chemistry that keeps a rider upright when his legs are screaming and the wind wants to steal his will.

There’s about five hundred and fifty calories in that little mix—enough to push me another forty kilometres through wind, rain, or Quebec cold. I’ve burned through worse and thanked less. What matters is it works. It keeps my blood level, my head clear, and my heart stubborn. The oats repair what yesterday broke. The peanut butter feeds the furnace. And that little bit of maple? That’s the part that reminds me life still tastes good.

Some folks talk about their morning espresso or their smoothie bowls. Me? I got my warrior paste. I eat it leaning against my trailer, spoon in one hand, handlebars in the other, watching the sun climb up like it’s got something to prove. Every bite is fuel, and every mouthful is a reminder that I’m still here—moving, breathing, riding for those who can’t.

So yeah, I laugh when people ask what keeps me going. It’s not caffeine. It’s not energy drinks. It’s oats, peanut butter, and stubborn hope. A mix made for the road, born in the bush, and tested by hunger.

They say food is love. Out here, food is defiance. And this? This is my morning battle cry in a cup.

🔥 HEADING TO OKA, QUEBEC 🔥

Sitting in Tim Hortons ☕, eating what’s left — one packet of maple brown sugar oatmeal 🥣, a spoon of peanut butter 🥜, and hot water 💧. That’s my fuel for the next stretch.

I’ve ridden thousands of kilometres 🚴‍♂️ through storms, hunger, and silence — because cancer doesn’t stop, and neither will I. I’ve buried my uncle. I’ve buried my sister. I’ve fought the disease myself. It didn’t win.

This ride isn’t about comfort. It’s about keeping promises to the ones who never got to grow up. The kids who still fight every day — with needles in their veins instead of crayons in their hands 💉🖍️.

We’ve raised $400 so far ❤️ — four hundred dollars of hope, of medicine, of movement. Every dollar matters. Every donation keeps me alive on this road and fuels research that might save a child’s life.

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I’m Wild Wâpanacâhk — The Morning Spirit. 🌅
Raised by the land 🌾. Forged in loss. Reborn in motion.

This isn’t a journey.
It’s a war fought on two wheels.
Every kilometre is a prayer 🙏🏽
Every breath is defiance 💨
Every donation — a weapon in the hands of hope ⚔️

Ride with me. Fight with me. Share this.
Because if it were your child… you’d want the world to move, too. 💔

🔥🚴‍♂️🥣💪🏽❤️💔🌎✨

The sun claws its way above the horizon, tearing through clouds like molten steel.
Saturday — Day 53.
3,490 kilometres behind me, 128 remain.

The wind roars from the west — 13 km/h, steady as prophecy. Humidity 61%, the air thick with the scent of dawn and diesel.
I sit in a Tim Hortons fortress, surrounded by old warriors speaking French — their laughter echoing off the walls like the ghosts of voyageurs long gone. My lights charge. My body trembles. My will sharpens.

Soon, I’ll ride again — Wild Wâpanacâhk, the Morning Spirit, cutting through the wind like a blade through fog. Montréal glows somewhere ahead, and I’ll reach it or burn trying.

No sleep. No mercy.
Every pedal stroke is thunder.
Every breath a battle cry.

I ride for the fallen — my uncle, my sister — and for every soul still fighting the beast called cancer.
The Great Cycle Challenge is my warpath, and my vow is fire: one million dollars or I ride until the earth itself tells me to stop.

By sunset, 3,618 kilometres will be carved into the bones of this land — proof that spirit outlasts flesh.

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