Knowledge From The Bible (2025)

30/06/2022

He that dweleth in the secret place of the most high, shall abide under the shadows of the almighty

28/05/2022

Some days I am so amazed at the goodness of God and all He has done for me... it's been 6 1/2 years since I experienced the worst day of my life. I've had many bad days but nothing can compare to the day I lost my son Seth. Loosing people is hard in itself but when you add su***de for the cause of death, it adds a whole other level of grief and emotions.
With su***de comes so many emotions .... I was angry at Seth.... then why? What did I do as a mom that failed him? I blamed myself... blamed others..... guilt as his mom not being able to save him was hard for me to overcome.
The day I got the call I wept... I thought I knew what weeping was .... I didn't.. I felt the pain in the same womb I carried him for 9 months. No words can explain it.. I remember that first night my spirit and mind was all over the place.. how do you sleep? How do I continue life.. called a friend who lost a son a few months before and she couldn't answer what I needed.. in that moment I started praying which turned to praising God... thanking Him for my son... that I was his mom. Praying to God and thanking him for his blessings in my life.. which turned to just worshiping God..
My life changed that moment.. I made it thru all the drama and pain of chaos around his funeral without medicine. I know my time spent with God gave me the strength and courage to make it thru the chaos.
I was grief stricken..... in October of that same year I couldn't take the pain anymore... I've never been a drinker but one night after work... I was done.. I didn't want to live anymore and feel the pain anymore. I was hurting so bad and nothing or no one could save me.....after work that night I went to a liquor store and bought me a bottle.. as I'm driving I'm drinking.. it was a 45 minute ride from work to Seth's grave..by God's grace I didn't have an accident....I was totally intoxicated. In my mind I was on my way to meet Seth and leave this pain behind. When I got to the grave, I had already sent messages out that I'm not coming home, I stopped answering my phone. I got out my car walked to the grave side and was crying and just distraught. I started walking back to my car to get a bottle of pills so I could go to sleep and be out of my misery..... But God...... God said not today.... I'm not finished with you yet.... I stumbled and fell and couldn't get up because I was that intoxicated.... at some point my kids and friends figured out where I was and showed up to where I was. God had a purpose for me and was always with me even when I was feeling alone and empty.. God didn't give up on me.. Had His hands on me.
I did a intensive outpatient therapy for grief to get myself together.... it was so helpful and learned tools to help work thru my grief... most important..... I turned to God... my only help to save myself was God...
It was a struggle the next few years.. food has always been my choice of comfort.. after gaining 100 pounds on top of the weight I was already carrying, my health was getting bad... 2019 I had enough.. it was enough with the self pity and path of destruction I was on... my journey to complete healing started. I started loosing weight... lost all the weight I gained and a few extra... need to loose more.... started speaking life over me and taking my thoughts captive. Prayed healing over my depression and suicidal thoughts. And God did it for me. . I weaned myself off all the mental medications.... started thinking clear again and no more suicidal thoughts. I turned my problems and worries completely over to God. My medicine for depression is now Prayer and reading God's word. God has delivered me... He has been so faithful to me.. God's grace and mercy over my life is so amazing ..
You see, I have walked a journey since birth that has had many heartaches and hurts and pain. I have turned my back on God questioning, if your a God of love why do you allow all this to happen to me? But my my my... I am who I am today because of every test trial and hurt that came my way... I am dependent on God for all things.. my faith is stronger than ever... I know that I am nothing without God. He is my everything... God never left me nor forsook me... was walking right beside me holding me even when I turned my back. So my testimony is for God's glory.. never give up. Praise and worship God in your pain... your trial... He will hold you in the darkest hours of your life... He will comfort you when no one else can comfort you. His love is never ending ...
God is so good.... God is so good He's so good to me..
All glory and honor belongs to God.. if God can do it for me He will do it for me... Serve God with your whole heart mind and soul and repent of your sins. You will find freedom in God that only He can give.

28/05/2022

Just read this today

Some slaughter houses use a Judas goat... it's a trained goat that will calmly lead livestock to their slaughter while it's own life is spared..

Think about that...
Are we as believers following the Judas goat or the good shepherd?

Judas goat ..... people of this world... those who run this world...eternal wrath.

Good shepherd... Jesus the savior who died for our sins and gave us a hope of eternal life

Really has me thinking about this with today's world.. what are we as believers following behind? Do we fit in with the mainstream beliefs or are we truly seeking the scripture and allowing the most high to guide us with His holy spirit?

Pray for discernment in the times we are living in...

Repent.. be born again...

18/05/2022

One of my many testimonias i could share.

Trust the most high... He will see you thru every circumstance in your life.

Some days I am so amazed at the goodness of God and all He has done for me... it's been 6 1/2 years since I experienced the worst day of my life. I've had many bad days but nothing can compare to the day I lost my son Seth. Loosing people is hard in itself but when you add su***de for the cause of death,it adds a whole other level of grief.
With su***de comes so many emotions .... I was angry at Seth.... then why? What did I do as a mom that failed him? I blamed myself... blamed others..... guilt as his mom not being able to save him was hard for me to overcome.
The day I got the call I wept... I thought I knew what weeping was .... I didn't.. I felt the pain in the same womb I carried him for 9 months. No words can explain it.. I remember that first night my spirit and mind was all over the place.. how do you sleep? How do I continue life.. called a friend who lost a son a few months before and she couldn't answer what I needed.. in that moment I started praying which turned to praising God... thanking Him for my son... that I was his mom. Praying to God and thanking him for his blessings in my life.. which turned to just worshiping God..
My life changed that moment.. I made it thru all the drama and pain of chaos around his funeral without medicine. I know my time spent with God gave me the strength and courage to make it thru the chaos.
I was grief stricken..... in October of that same year I couldn't take the pain anymore... I've never been a drinker but one night after work... I was done.. I didn't want to live anymore and feel the pain anymore. I was hurting so bad and nothing or no one could save me.....after work that night I went to a liquor store and bought me a bottle.. as I'm driving I'm drinking.. it was a 45 minute ride from work to Seth's grave..by God's grace I didn't have an accident....I was totally intoxicated. In my mind I was on my way to meet Seth and leave this pain behind. When I got to the grave, I had already sent messages out that I'm not coming home, I stopped answering my phone. I got out my car walked to the grave side and was crying and just distraught. I started walking back to my car to get a bottle of pills so I could go to sleep and be out of my misery..... But God...... God said not today.... I'm not finished with you yet.... I stumbled and fell and couldn't get up because I was that intoxicated.... at some point my kids and friends figured out where I was and showed up to where I was. God had a purpose for me and was always with me even when I was feeling alone and empty.. God didn't give up on me.. Had His hands on me.
I did a intensive outpatient therapy for grief to get myself together.... it was so helpful and learned tools to help work thru my grief... most important..... I turned to God... my only help to save myself was God...
It was a struggle the next few years.. food has always been my choice of comfort.. after gaining 100 pounds on top of the weight I was already carrying, my health was getting bad... 2019 I had enough.. it was enough with the self pity and path of destruction I was on... my journey to complete healing started. I started loosing weight... lost all the weight I gained and a few extra... need to loose more.... started speaking life over me and taking my thoughts captive. Prayed healing over my depression and suicidal thoughts. And God did it for me. . I weaned myself off all the mental medications.... started thinking clear again and no more suicidal thoughts. I turned my problems and worries completely over to God. My medicine for depression is now Prayer and reading God's word. God has delivered me... He has been so faithful to me.. God's grace and mercy over my life is so amazing ..
You see, I have walked a journey since birth that has had many heartaches and hurts and pain. I have turned my back on God questioning, if your a God of love why do you allow all this to happen to me? But my my my... I am who I am today because of every test trial and hurt that came my way... I am dependent on God for all things.. my faith is stronger than ever... I know that I am nothing without God. He is my everything... God never left me nor forsook me... was walking right beside me holding me even when I turned my back. So my testimony is for God's glory.. never give up. Praise and worship God in your pain... your trial... He will hold you in the darkest hours of your life... He will comfort you when no one else can comfort you. His love is never ending ...
God is so good.... God is so good He's so good to me..
All glory and honor belongs to God.. if God can do it for me He will do it for me... Serve God with your whole heart mind and soul and repent of your sins. You will find freedom in God that only He can give.