When my Dad was killed my heart smashed open. I begun to feel. Before this I was pretty numb and just going through the motions of life, but not really feeling the joy of it. Everything might have looked bright and shiny from the outside, but something big was missing. I had tried lots of ways to find myself like partying, people pleasing and over achieving. Still, when I was all alone there was an emptiness, a loneliness.
I was carted off into the mental health system by well-meaning family to ‘get better’. And found a place that only made me feel more wrong and broken. I was already a master of the mind. What I needed to learn was how to become a master of my emotions. I needed emotional healing. I needed to clear out old stuck toxic emotional baggage from the past that was weighing my down. I was so tired.
I didn’t need mind therapy. I needed emotional therapy. I also needed to learn how to soften into myself and embody the feminine. And so my personal journey begun.
My journey has been long, heartbreaking, raw and rewarding.
It was my awakening. To live in myself fully. To step into the path I am here to walk.
I am a deep diver… I have travelled to study it from many angles. Spiritual, science and somatic. The light and dark. Mind, body and soul. We are fascinating creatures. There is a pattern to the madness. It is more simple than I realised. Soon as I started working deeper on myself I started to attract women who needed my unique kind of wild.earth.medicine. So as fast as I was embodying it, I was sharing it to awaken others.
Sure, it took the long way around to come home to myself. And as a result I really get it. I can feel what you need. I feel the key to unlock the doorway and drop you into your emotional body so you can begin your emotional awakening too. I am for those who long for deeper meaning, more love and real connection.
I am now on a mission to be of service to others who need that soft place to land, to be held and understood. To be given simple tools to navigate yourself as a brilliant emotional creature. All emotions are divine, healing and welcome.
‘The time of pushing & doing too much is over. The time of simplicity, spaciousness and community has returned in a new way. The time of seeking mental advice from the outside is over.